A mess of a dreamer, with the nerve to adore you.

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YESSSSSSSSS, i'm so bored. ohmaegawd I CAN'T SLEEP. somebody tell me what to do :( feel like watching oth now but my episode six is still downloading and its going on 2Kb/s thats so frigging slow :( maybe i should just go grab some random movie to watch now ? mmmhmm, ohkay better than rotting right ? ohyeah, and i think my new maid's weird :/ ohkay, ohwells. later !


I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Relient K, Who I am Hates Who I've Been