Redeeming Love
Saturday, 27 June 2009 @ 01:11

Because your lies have watered me, I have become the strongest weed.
Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.
Thursday, 25 June 2009 @ 23:35



My current favourite quote. Omg quotable cards are so cool and inspirational I wanted to buy every single one that was on the shelf ): But I ran out of Euros and watashiwa is super broke like lemonade (fully squeezed out). Speaking of Euros, I'm back from Greece baby! With a very tan, tan. Stupid Nick and Ash say I look like a Thai prostitute wth RAH RAH POK. Just because I got:







It's damn painful!!!!!!!!!!! Okay kidding, its hanna tattoo :) So as I said I am super duper tan! Besides that, Greece was fantastic! Athens looks very kampongish but the Acropolis is simply amazing. Crete is one of the prettiest island I've seen so far (like duh, its the only Greece island we went, next stop - KOS, Kalokari or Santorini!)









Pretty pretty? Its super historical. Fel's dream finally came true! More pictures on facebook.
After Athens, flew over to Crete in 45 mintues on a terribly small plane. Omg I realise that I have a phobia for small planes. They look very unstable ): and uh wobbly like fats. Upon arrival, we were welcomed by this super hot lady from the car-rental company who's legs go on forever. Greece is teemed with hot guys and girls plus on the beach most of them are nude like OHMYDAYS nude. Kids under 18 should be banned from nude beaches! Basically, we got our 3 days rented car when we arrived at the airport and its a convertible like coolio to the max please :D





Only people like Fel does stupid poses with me!



Boohoo I lost my sunglasses ):

Btw,
Awesome things I did:

PARASAILED!

The panorama of Greece is so pretty every corner of that island takes my breath away. Especially the sea! Its the cleanest beach ever and the deltas are so wide and zoned we can technically walk about 100km into the sea without drowning. Subtle crashing waves and vividly blended blue-green waters just kept the picture spinnning better by the minute.

AND I BUNGEED :D :D :D :D



Dont ask me how does it feel to bungee. The feeling is PRICELESS and indescribible! Serious. Okay, its like committing suicide but in a more glamorous way of course :) Superduper fun! It feels as if my heart was about to leap out of my mouth. Adrenaline rushes from the head all the way to the toes while the blood flows in the opposite direction as it charges impetuosly to the head. Imma adrenaline junkie! Ohgod you guys have to try it at least once it an life time albeit the extremely unreasonably high price HMPF.

Go-carted, did this extreme water sport thingy, ate a lot of good food, shopped and LEARNT HOW TO DRIVE! It was a short session but omg I learned so much. Theres helluva things to learn and remember though. Clutch in, don't stall, slowly accelerate. I'm a hopeless driver, I hate to admit. I can't balance the accelerator properly. Fel was like 'okay maintain your speed between 10 and 30' then ZOOM I went all the way to 60 she had to handbrake the car immediately ): Lihx almost got a heart attack and Ash just gave up on me. Ohwell, I managed and survived! Oh PLUS PLUS its MANUAL okay. Not automatic! More credits to me then :3

I lovelove Greece! The day we left for Greece was fun too. Celebrated Sunny's 20th birthday in this club. Danced so much my legs gave way. Abstained from drinking completely so I was super sober while Ash and Fel conked. Wakakaka. Acutally so did a lot of people. There was a myriad of commotions and chaos but all in all, it was fun and we all, be it drunk or sober, had a wonderful time! Hope you enjoyed yourself Sunny!




Then it was all the tears and goodbyes before we flew off to Greece. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate goodbyes? I know, who doesn't? I hate it with a passion. It just reminds me of unhappy things, about things I couldn't control, about the people who left and never came back, about the last goodbyes I didnt manage to make, about, again, how people left and never came back. Sucks. Sucks like hell and burn like fire. But we move on and we survive and we become a better human for it. We always learn our lessons the hardest way, don't we? Never are there guarantees. Some things don't last forever but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there.
Her Hello was end of his endings
Wednesday, 17 June 2009 @ 18:17

AND THEN THERE WAS THREE! One down, two more to go! Bio paper was... Somehow I think people shouldn't do postmortem cause all my answers seem to be terribly wrong when we discuss the paper ): I hope the examiner bypasses all my errors! I tried to write as neatly as possibly for today's bio paper cause you'll never know! There might be a ghost of a chance that Mr. Examiner, on account of my beeeeeuuuutiful handwriting give me bonus marks! Fine, I'll keep praying. Its so unfair ): Majority finish their papers tomorrow leaving poor minority ME finishing on the 19th. GAHHHH. Even though its not a very impt paper... still have to do well. Dang. Okay happy stuff next! Sunny's birthday bash on Friday and then its catch the morning flight to Greece baby! Uber rushy but who cares. D.Sherrat says Greece is going to be sweltering hot. ME LIKEY LIKEY. Sigh, I think I'm starting to miss CTC. Omg.... ))))))))))))))): Ohbother. Summerball pictures are here!

CTC CHIOEST BUssss :DBest seatmates in the House!

I am super hooked on to this facebook game but I cant tell you what isit cause I will only disclose once I achieve an unbeatable highscore! Wakakaka. Okiedokie, nothing more t- oh wait. Random fact: NUTS MAKE YOUR FACE FAT. I think my face has increased by two inches in width ): DAMNNN I FEEL GRAVID.

"You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you. And you feel like you've done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store or swallowed pills or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you're tired. You're in a car with a beautiful boy and you're trying not to tell him that you love him and you're trying to choke down the feeling and you're trembling, but he reaches out and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you don't even have a name for."
Your fate is not tied to anyone that left
Tuesday, 16 June 2009 @ 15:39


I secretly love my camwhore moments ♥

No, I'm not bored. I just conqured a two hours long Contract Law paper and I have one Bio synoptic, one Chem Synoptic and another law on Friday, hence I actually have a lot of things to do or rather, a lot of things I SHOULD DO, including revising biology. But seriously! How do you even revise for a synoptic paper? Its like EVERYTHING from diseases, to plants, to carbohydrates, to ecology and... the list goes on. Not cool at all. And not surprisingly, I'm still stuck at unit one ): Gahhhh. Oh by the way I forgot to say:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MANDA(THECUTE)!!!

I honestly hope you recevied my message. Have to keep it short and sweet cause I only had 30p left which = One message to singapore. I used up my last credit on you! Anyways, present when I'm back. Hope TRC(-jing) don't overly toture you on the 20th. OMG I WANNA BE THERE SO BAD ): Yet I don't really wanna leave cause I know I'll miss UK plus! You'll never know when I'm coming back here! Sigh. Next time when I'm rich and influential or rather, when my boyfriend is rich and influential, I'm gonna build a country name Engapore/Singland :) Best of both worlds!

My gut is telling me to go back to my books now. It's growling. Or maybe its a sign that I should eat. But I have been eating so much these days I feel like an oink. STOP GROWLING. Okay, I will stop talking to my stomach now. Oh! I forgot to mention. Today's Law paper was hurray! Okay I'm not confident of an A but at least a moderate B will do. It will get me my overall anyways so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! Very glad that Terms, Misrep & Acceptance came out. My best topics wakakkaka. Would have done Consideartion or Duress/UI though but too bad, didn't come out. I managed! Honestly have no idea why I took Law, don't know what got into my head. Its interesting but so damnit tedious I go into a conniption fit everytime I flip open my two-Deathly-Hallows-size-thick-law-file. Heres an advice: DO NOT TAKE LAW IF YOU DON'T INTEND TO DO IT IN THE FUTURE :) Seriously, don't.

Hopefully, easy questions like Kidneys will come out tomorrow. I heart heart the kidneys! I'm gonna name my future boy Loop of Henle or Bowman or Lieberkuhn (oh wait or is that the intestines?) whatever haha. Alright I'm going to just watch ONE episode of House and then back to my books. Omg Cuddy and House are so cute together I hope they end up together :} :} :}

P.s. I'm only at House season 2. I know rightt, so slow ): EXAMS LAAAAAH

Notetoself:
There is really nothing you must be and there is nothing you must do. There is nothing you must have and there is nothing you must become. However, it helps to understand that fire burns and when it rains, the earth gets wet. Everything happens for a reason. I guess you just have to accept that fact even if you'll never find out what in the name of God, the reason is.
What you feel is what you are & what you are, is beautiful
Monday, 8 June 2009 @ 22:56


I miss yall 8 thousand miles away.

Forever is how long nothing will last
@ 02:26



This is what we call love. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's no need at all to understand what's happening, because everything happens within you,

Insomnia has led me into changing my lj's skin and finding my love for blogging! Okay, I never loved blogging. Sometimes, I just blog to stay connected and to let people know that I'm okay, or at times, not okay. But! Most of the time, I blog because I get to post pretty pictures & quotes(this reminds me of the Pretty pictures v Quixote films case citation) which are meaningful to me but sometimes have little relevance to my life hahahaha. Oh, I secretly like to prattle on about nothings as well. Thats the purpose of blogs ain't it? To ramble :]

So hello world! I'm not having a very good time right now. Like yo, who parties during exam period? 3 papers next week and 5 next next week. Then its off to Greece! Can't wait! Fingers crossed for good weather :3 Yeah, so I have a helluva revision to do. I slacked my one whole week of should-have-done-productive-revision away, hence my sad last minute state. Self-inflicted ): But still pity me please!

Last week has gotta be the most dramatic week ever. And when I mean EVER, its understatemently, ever. Can relationships ever get so complicated? Gosh, you'll never know. So I have decided to live in my small little bubble for the next four days with me and my books, then maybe I can focus better :) SIGHH. I have nothing to blog about now. Well, it isn't really nothing to be exact. I have so many things on my mind at this moment but they are all so difficult to express, so arduous to describe. See how complicated it is? Okay or maybe I just have limited vocab.

Anyhow, to friends who are 8000frickingmiles away from me, I miss you guys so much I wish I can put on my fake halloween wings which are hanging contently at my room's wall right now and fly over to see yall. Jesus, I need simplicity in my life. Oh and maybe a good book will be nice too.