Nobody forgets what happens, the secret is to learn to live with it
Monday, 31 December 2007 @ 03:29

I have the weirdest people talking to me online now oh gosh.

Anwayyyyyyyyyy ! I just realised how time flies. Tomorrow will be the 1st and my sister will be flying off on the second. Then after nine days, it'll be me at the airport bading goodbye. OMGXZXZXZ, what is this manzxzxz. Oh btw, I think the hostess will probably kick me out of her house or not let me in when I'm there cause I'm suppose to call Mrs. Luxton to confirm my arrival and "introduce myself" but I haven't and don't really plan to bwahahhaha.

Okay my nieces just sent me 5 msges at one shot. This is why you should never give your handphone number to kids younger than the age of 8 for both theirs and your own good :]

New year part will be awesome later :] Bim's bringing Nachos !
Maybe we all give our hearts uncritically to those who won't think about us in return
Saturday, 29 December 2007 @ 13:27

To the brave and beautiful who deserves so much better:

Hey there, I know its been real hard but I just want you to know that no matter what happens and even if all else fails, I'll always be behind you, to cushion your fall. So stay strong and I'm not going to worry cause, I know you know that I know you can do it :], that soon you'll be moving forward and you'll be whole once again. Its scary how everything can change in a blink of an eye, how flames turn into dust. Its natural that tears will come without invitation but trust me, crying can make us stronger, it makes us see ourselves more clearly. I won't expect you to recover over a day's grace so please if you want to scream or cry or even hit, just give me a ring and I'll be there if possible. I understand that you have to be strong, for the people you don't want to hurt, but take a break once in awhile yeah ? The ability to get back up depends on the number of times you've been knocked down, and I believe you can do it. Gather strength from this pain, and it'll all be over soon. It'll be hard but its worth it. Gambatte ! Love you Y

P.s. Or we can make things easier if you just let me kill them hiak hiak

xoxo
Ultimate.
Its hard to fight when you wished you were never born
Friday, 28 December 2007 @ 04:58

National Treasure was awesome, and even better when watched with my dearest loulou :]

-



I use to believe in honesty even though it hurts. I believed that it'll save the person from more hurt down the road. But somehow, I guess there are just certain things in life that are better off unknown; things you wish you never said or asked, never saw, never heard or never even felt. Because if words do not please your ears, they'll turn into bullets and you'll just wind up hurting yourself. & I learnt that maybe sometimes, it pays to be honest.

No matter how badly you think your situation is right now, Del Fruto Show Won Top Tory.
The heart leads you back
Thursday, 27 December 2007 @ 12:50



I am Legend at Suntec Cinema
Shopping for shorts and Bugis street
Hair cut at Bishan
Chill out at KFC

All of these sums up to - A great day spent with Twinnie my one and only favourite Twin :] Teeheehee. Oh and I'm still getting use to my new hairstyle. I really feel like a doll -_- and according to Becks, its a Cheenajapdoll. Gosh. Oh well, I guess change is never easy :/

You fight to hold on.
In love with the struggle
Wednesday, 26 December 2007 @ 04:32


Post Christmas Party with TRC was abound with food (as usual), pretty gifts, beautiful smiles and Guitar Heroes. Oh and if you havent notice our TRC caps, please refer to the picture above, we're all wearing it :D HAHAHHAHA isn't it awesome ? I bet Main and Bim spent like a lot of effort in it, THANK YOU FRIENDS you guys are honestly the sweeeeeeeetest :) Spent the whole afternoon playing Guitar Heroes which kind of rock cause the game was really addictive ! Gift exchange was fun too. I received quite a number of earings HAHAH YES NOT CLIP ONS duh-h. I love every single one of them. Btw, more pictures coming up !


There are certainly more pictures but right now, these are all I can get my hands on :] Can't wait for new year part on the 31st. Aww, life would be so miserable without The Recess Clique ! Btw, dearest Cinchy and Cricket, please do get well soon okay ? Love love.

Over the past year, I've learned so much about love and life. Even if I could, I wouldn't take back all the things I've done because they got me here, to this moment.
Remember, this December: Love is stronger than money
Tuesday, 25 December 2007 @ 12:25


MERRY CHRISTMAS Y


To all: Hope yall have a wonderful Christmas :)

-

Christmas was well spent with the family. Unfortunately Pop is sick so he wasnt there. Get well soon ! I think my nieces are awfully adorable and OMGAWDSXZXZXZ I'm having a nephew soon :] Finally a prince for me to play ! Hurrah :D
Maybe if you reach out, someone will reach back for you
Sunday, 23 December 2007 @ 04:42

大家好! 我回来le!


Qiangqiangqiangqiang :] Hey yall ! I'm backkkkkkkk !
Cheeeenaland was funner than expected hahaha. Did a lot of shopping and of course, at a lot. Hahah I gained 15kg ! As in my luggage :) We bought like 30kg of clothes ? Thank god it didnt overload yay :] Look at this:



Taiwan and Shenzhen are loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
And the things there are so cheap, I was like stupefied. You totally will feel a sense of accomplishment after slashing a reasonable amount of price :] Ohmyyyyyyy, anyone who wants to organise a trip to cheenaland, count me in ! :)

Hokay, not only were the stuff cheap and good, the Neoprint machines are fantastic too. I mean the service. They provide like free lamintion and they actually have neoprint sale ! Like buy one get one free ? Meaning you get two sets of pictures instead of the regular one :D Cool or what. And they have special envelopes for you to store your prints. Aww, Singapore should so pick this up. Shopping at their Yeshi with our new Taiwan friends was really cool :] We had a hell load of fun and food. Hahahhaa :O



Awwwwwwwwwww, I miss Cheeeeenaland. But its good to be back :)

The lights and the colours of planets and stars
cannot be revealed with simple human's minds.

Star Awards 2007
Sunday, 16 December 2007 @ 04:47

This year's Star Awards was so much better than last year's one (at least I get to see the people live) although there wasn't any free-flow drinks during the show. But Mediacorp studio is definitely a more suitable place as compared to St. James power station which is totally pointless :] Manda came over around five-sixish, then we got dressed and cabbed down to the studio even though it was rather near hahaha. Was suppose to meet Jacqueline (Josephine HAHAHAH) at 630 to get the tickets but being the typical Singaporean, we were there early. Rotted for awhile and panicked when the ursher told us that he didnt have our tickets and Jacqueline remained uncontactable until 640 plus. And the usher guy kept staring at us >:( But ohwell, after much complication, we fianlly managed to get our tickets ! As usual, stated on the invitation card was Christine Tan and guest :] Felt rather priviledged being Christine and Manda was Tan's guest. Everything was kind of similar to the 2005 one, we still had to walk a long way to reach the studio. Oh the only difference was that we were a row further back, but thank goodness it was centralised and we were behind all the artists :] And thank goodnes we didnt turn up in jeans cause the card said, Dressing: Formal. And everyone was really formal :O














It's a tradition that camwhoring always takes place before the show begins :]
So anyway, we were quite happy with our seats. The two people beside us were happy too ! They had unlimited supply of free entertainment (apart from the program itself) throughout the whole show ! Exclusive alright :] (Okay actually I think they thought we were freaks bwahahha)



Okay, a little shaky. Haha the girl in red was super cute ! She was running up and down the aisle infront of Manda and I. She changed out of her angpaodress right after the scene. Cutexzxzxz.



The walking out was grand though :] And the stage was really pretty. Jessica Liu's legs are damn hot and Huangbiren looked so cute pregnant ! Anyway my Korean guy was really Kawaii too -melts. And I realise that Chenliping is really skinny now, like woah ! She's not chubby anymore :( Look at this:


Shousile ! Skinny or what ?
Hahahha I think the best part of this year's Star Awards is that a lot of long forgottened actors and actresses were remembered once again. Like the one who got best actress and the other one which clinched the best supporting actresses. Top ten was uhhhhhhhh, a shocking one. Especially for the women's one. I still can't believe Jeanette Aw, Fiona Xie and Baiweixiu didnt get in. Michelle Chia should just go away >:O

Oh btw, refreshments were great too ! Manda and I "accidentally" drank a cup of wine. It sucked. Hooooookay, thats all about the SA. Will be away in Cheeeeeeenaland tmrw. Sighhh, byebye folks, better miss me :D

It makes my heart bleed.
But in the end, the world will pay
Wednesday, 12 December 2007 @ 13:56


Alvin and the Chipmunks is such a laudable show. Haha I mean, Theodore is so cute ! :D :D Okay so are the other Chipmunks. This show is simply hilarious and entertaining. Oh but the ending sucks big time, its like abrupt and out of nowhere. Oh well, the show's still good anyhow.

Lunched with Manda today :] Ate this extremely spicy Laksa at Tpy which was spicy to the max hahaha. Then after that, played Audition at the cyber cafe there. Hoho, I'm lovin' 8keys. But they are really freaking hard to play with. After an hour, we decided to watch the show so we got tickets and chionged to the Cinema. Hahah omg it was super funny cause Manda and I thought that Alvin was actually Dave (the man) since it was 'Alvin and the chipmunks' so when we saw that Alvin had a voiceover, we were like "why would a man have a voiceover ?" So at the part when Dave just introduced that his name was DAVE, Manda and I were like still wondering why did Alvin need a voiceover.

Me: The guy's name is Alvin right.
Manda: Yah should be what.
Me: Then how come ?
Manda: Oh NO ! HIS NAME IS DAVE !

Bwahahahahhahahahahah and we started laughing till our stomach cramped. Btw, the Cinema was like Antartica. So I borrowed Manda's jacket sleeves hahahah.

After the movie, we went to Coffee Bean and got a hot chocolate to defreeze ourselves. Which actually worked. We talked about the weirdest things which can't be disclosed here. And I'm not going to call myself Lindo (stares at manda a.k.a Waverly). Hahah alrighty, time's up. Tata :]

I don't know why, but I've always been big on happy endings. You see, to me, the most romantic, beautiful love stories ever were the ones where two people meet, fall in love, and then 50 or 60 years later, one of them dies. Then a few days after that the other one dies because they just can't bear to live without each other.
Nothing's Going to Change Destiny
Monday, 10 December 2007 @ 13:22

Honestly, I think Bridge is one of the most addictive game on Earth; no matter how you play it. An amazing day well spent with Mandathemonkey and Crusharooooo Andrea :] Ate xlb for lunch cause Subway was packed with people, probably due to Hero set meals. Oh and yknw what ! My shades broke D: It wasn't even a week old ! SIGHHHHHHHXZXZ life is always unfair to things that aren't living. This reminds me of my poor one day old ex-twinnie ring. In loving memories of it.

Today was suppose to be exercise day whereby we were to make full use of this day doing vigorous muscular contractions in order to repay the lack-of-exercise-debt which was inccurred during the hols and, at the same time, reduce the amount of stored lipids under our skin's submucous layer. However, it begin to pour like nobody's business so Andrea suggested a great indoor, much missed activity - bowling ! Butttttttttt, Manda was being a joykiller and objected D: So in the end ! We went to Andrea's house to play our favourite card game - Bridge :]

German Bridge is really fun and exciting ! Its really kind of weird playing bridge in threes but, it was a piece of cake for Bridge addicts like us :D After twentythree straight games of German Bridge, we took a little break. And straight after the break, the real Bridge match begin ! Andrea sister joined us :] Okay so we kept playing until time was up.

So here's the results of our game :] Apparently, Manda's really really getting good at this :O

German Bridge #1

Andrea – 5
Manda - 6
Jing - 4

Trump – clubs

MANDA WON :]

German Bridge #2

Andrea – 5
Manda – 6
Jing – 5

Trump – Diamond

MANDA WON :]

German Bridge #3

Andrea – 7
Manda – 4
Jing - 4

Trump – Clubs

NO WIN NO LOSE

German Bridge #4

Andrea – 6
Manda – 5
Jing – 6

Trump – Hearts

LINGJING WON :]

GERMAN Bridge #5

Andrea – 5
Manda – 4
Jing – 8

Trump – Hearts

ANDREA WON :]

German Bridge #6

Andrea – 6
Manda – 6
Jing – 5

Trump – Spade

LINGJING WON :]

German Bridge #7

Andrea – 6
Manda – 6
Jing – 5

Trump – Diamond

DRAWWWWWWWWW !

German Bridge #8

Andrea – 7
Manda – 4
Jing – 6

Trump – Diamond

MANDA WON :]

German Bridge #9

Andrea – 4
Manda – 6
Jing – 7

Trump – Diamond

DRAWWWWWW !

German Bridge #10

Andrea – 6
Manda – 7
Jing – 4

Trump – Clubs

ANDREA WON !

German Bridge #11

Andrea – 7
Manda – 5
Jing – 5

Trump – Diamond

MANDA WON !

German Bridge #12

Andrea – 9
Manda – 3
Jing – 5

Trump – Hearts

MANDA WON !

German Bridge #13

Andrea – 5
Manda – 5
Jing – 7

Trump – Spade

EVERYONE WON ! :D :D :D :D :D

German Bridge #14

Andrea – 6
Manda – 4
Jing – 7

Trump – Spade

DRAWWWWWWWWWWWW !

German Bridge #15

Andrea – 4
Manda – 6
Jing – 7

Trump – Diamond

MANDA WON :]

German Bridge #16

Andrea – 6
Manda – 5
Jing – 6

Trump – Diamond

MANDA WON :]


German Bridge #16

Andrea – 6
Manda – 5
Jing – 6

Trump – Hearts

MANDA WON :]

German Bridge #17

Andrea – 6
Manda – 5
Jing – 6

Trump – Spades

LINGJING WON :]

German Bridge #18

Andrea – 5
Manda – 6
Jing – 6

Trump –Hearts

LINGJING WON :]

German Bridge #19

Andrea – 6
Manda –4
Jing – 7

Trump –Hearts

DRAWWWWWWWWW !
German Bridge #20

Andrea – 5
Manda – 3
Jing – 9 (13)

Trump – Spades (7)

MANDA WON :]

German Bridge #21

Andrea – 4
Manda – 6
Jing – 8

Trump – Spades (7)

EVERYONE WON ! :D :D :D :D :D

German Bridge #22

Andrea – 7
Manda – 3
Jing – 7

Trump – Spades (7)

ANDREA WON ! :]

German Bridge #23

Andrea – 5
Manda – 6
Jing – 6

Trump – Clubs

ANDREA WON ! :]

German Bridge #24

Andrea – 5
Manda – 6
Jing – 6

Trump – Clubs

ANDREA WON ! :]

So in a nutshell, today isn't productive at all cause our goal was obviously not achieved but, we had major brain exercise due to the Bridge games. Hahahahahha. More get together session soon ! I really miss sleeping over at Andrea's even though it was only once. Oh well. My period's late D:

Cause love's such an old fashioned word, and love dares you to care.
For the people on the edge of the night and love dares you to
change our way of caring about ourselves.
Taradiddle
Sunday, 9 December 2007 @ 16:02

"Not a hero unless you die. Our species eat the wounded ones."
& You Didn't Mean To Love Me Back But I Know You Did
Saturday, 8 December 2007 @ 15:14



I think the picture up there is hilarious. Hahahaha.
I think I'm growing to be more independent :D Okay basically, I'm growing haha. Anyway, today was sending Twinnie and Becks off to Vietnam day D: All of us were very sad. Hole lost her neighbour (which she can't stop whining about hiak) and I lost my Twinnie and Beckswecks D: Okay I sound as if they are migrating to Vietnam. No no they aren't haha they'll be back on the 16 I suppose so ? So ! Today was ultimate. But as usual, Jing is extremely lazy to blog about it and sadly we didn't take any pictures today :( just silly videos which MUST be hidden from the world cause its strictly for private viewing only (STARES AT BIM) :D Hence, I'm going to copy and paste the blog entries from my dearest friends with(out) benefit :]

From Loulou's: Http://www.kkvetch.blogspot.com
(btw, kvetch kinda means complaining ? Lou loves to act cheem)
"oh well, woke up early to go the the airport to send charm & becks off at the budget terminal. cinch overslept so we were late oops. anyway went to popeyes to eat & some weird guy passed me a tissue with his friend's number on it and asked me to call him later on -__- so retarded. jing & hole wanted to call and talk rubbish, but i left early so too bad hahah."

OH YEAH about the weird guy, we totally forgot about calling him. Haha trust me it was super amusing I was there and I couldn't stop staring oops. This proves something, Lou should never walk on the streets alone cause she'll have no one to protect her from ugly retarded guys who will probably greatly traumatize her and leave an emotional scar. Yeah, so Lou BEWAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

And from Bim's blog: Http://www.ohgravitas.blogspot.com
(its a veyr cheem url too)
"yup i woke up early early in the morning to send both becks & charm off from budget terminal. we (jing, cinch, lou & i) were supposed to meet at 10.45am at terminal 2 but unfortunately cinch overslept so yeahhhhhh, we know that ending hahahah. well we are so proud of jing cause that was the first time she took a train to the airport BY HERSELF ( :0 ) & she was the first to reach ! ahahha i was on the train behind her & it is funny how we never thought of calling each other maybe we wouldnt have been so bored hahahahah. "

Evidence of independence: Training all the way to Changi airport ALONE. See, I told you I'm growing haha. I'm proud :D And Bim forgot to mention that she was late for uhhhhhh 7 minutes hahaha. Okay I gotta harp on that cause, normally I'm always the one who's late. Hee. Okay I'm feeling really slack nowwwwwwww so go to her blog for more interesting events :D

There's a kind of emptiness that can fill you. There's a kind of hunger that can eat you up. There's a cold and darker side of the moonlight. And there's a lonely side of love.
December Seven
Friday, 7 December 2007 @ 15:59


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTAAAAAAAA Y

Yknw I love and miss you very much :( Hurry come home & we'll have plenty of things to gossip about. Happy Nocturnal Neckbreaking Nineteen sunshine :]
I Watch The World Around Me Crumble
@ 12:32

:OOOOOOOOO
Bwahahahhaha I think we totally freaked the guy infront of us out while taking this shot, owning to the numerous Ngs cause Twinnie can't stop giggling ! Its kinda freaky in a cute way :D

So as you can see, today was well spent with Twinnie again :] Went out with her two days in a row and the fun just never ends. Went to Vivo to get my leather jacket WHICH WAS AWESOME and of course, to get the remaining presents. Honestly, theres really nothing much in Vivo, sigh. But we managed to squeeze something out of nothing anyway. OH AND YKNW WHAT D: I lost my ring which was not even two days old D: D: D: D: Clearly, I was unbeknownst about it when the ring slipped off my finger. Or maybe Invisible Man from Heroes stole it from me >:O Anyhows, I managed to find a close to identical one at Bishan which only cost 10 bucks including engraving. I shall not mention about what happened at the shop (BWAHAHHAHAH STARES AT TWINNIE) it was hilarious and so....... crudely wrong ? Thou shalt not lose thy ring again. After killing hours of time, we headed to AMK. Twinnie went to church and I met Tutu to collect my clothes :) Its a happy day, with abundance of pictures to comemorade :]


There are still plenty more but I'm lazy to upload all of them. Anyway they are all equally silly but I like :] Twinnie Winnie's flying off really soon. I'm going to miss her a hell loads, like really really and Becksy Wecksy too D: Why can't Vietnam be just a stone's throw away ? :(

SAVE THE CHEERLEADER.
SAVE THE WORLD.

Heroooooooooooooooooooooes Y
Collecting Social Graces
Thursday, 6 December 2007 @ 12:27

Sorry for the immense lack of update D: My computer is currently in a very bad shape, in other words, its dying, Yay. Plagued with 166 viruses causing it to become dysfunctional, sigh. By the way ! THIS WEEK HAS BEEN FREAKING AWESOME :] Okay so every week has been awesome to me but this week's different. Its FREAKING awesome :)

Went Christmas shopping with Twinnie today and I must say we're rather efficient please. Only left two more presents to get and we're done for Christmas :D OH OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG LINGJING PIERCED HER EARSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before After :)


Yayness to me. Haha I can't believe I did it, no no I can't. HAH I feel super. Anyway, it was super pain. Freaking hurts like hell. People who told me that it isnt pain (you guys had good intentions, I know) are big fat liars D: Hahaha but its okay, I survived it ! Cause Twinnie was there for me to GRAB haha. Love her ttm :]

Twinnie Black Rings <3 YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :] (:



I have a hole ! Inside my............ EAR !!!
Okay I'm mad. And I'm overspending again. Haha but its worth it :] Shopping again tmrw with Twinnie and boy am I going to get my leather jacket.

P.s. I can't wait for Christmas.

We crossed paths for a reason,
the planets align in that particular season.
It's clear to me that we'll eventually be inseparable.