A mess of a dreamer, with the nerve to adore you.

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Vindicated Was reading my post below and realised the amount ... Blinding lights How wonderful life is now you're in the world Happy 20th ! In the end you'll be alright They can never pull the trigger if you don't give ... You wait for rain There must be a heart that keeps me here She lives in a fairytale, somewhere too far for us...

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Alright I have to admit that my previous post did not make any sense and come to think of it, most of my blog posts don't make sense haha ohgod sadly it pretty much tells you a lot about myself really. So hurray to me because exams are finally over! Love, love, LOVEEEEE this feeling. I mean seriously, who doesn't? You slug your guts out for 2 whole weeks due to self-induced last minute excessive cramming, tackling one exam after another while trying not to get consumed by the abyss of stress... then it all comes to an end, a standstill... it's over! Liberated. LIBERATED. LIBERATION!! Followed by a wild night immersed with buckets of organic compounds with an -OH group, head banging, shouting, making faces at random strangers... amnesia... puking... collapsing... getting chucked out... more memory loss... and finally comatose! Wasn't entirely thrilled on the fact that everyone else had to leave because I got thrown out but they got their revenge so I'm cool (evil people).

Post exams life is amazing!! Until results day of course but that can wait. Only problem now is I got too much free time? Will be perfect if baby's or that I'm back in Sg with my girls. But being here is not all that bad really. Spending a good few days catching up and arranging US stuff with Fel in London and as usual drinking lots and lots of tea <3 <3 <3 Rushed back to Brumland just in time for the BBQ with myfellowbelovedmedics followed closely with intense poker session and X-men obsession. Photoshoot with Sarahthenextbigphotographer was so fun and awkward... but mostly fun! I've never realise how hard it is to pose infront of the camera and how much effort one has to put in to get ONE good picture. Yes good picture, not even a perfect one. And a good picture is like 1 out of what, 60 shots? I'm not even joking. Probably cause I'm not a very good model... I CAN'T CONTROL MY FACIAL MUSCLES. Bell's palsy. Oh and I pout too much (Do I? Do I?) All in all it was good fun. This reminds me I NEED A NEW CAMERA FOR US but I have no idea which one to get. A professional DSLR? A vintage camera? A semi-pro camera? Or simply a compact point and shoot. Chances are I'll probably end up getting the camera Fel recommended - Canon Powershot G12 even though its not as pretty as....

Srsly how pretty is that? The price is pretty sweet too. So yes... A DSLR would be too big and I'm not that into photography... not digital photography anyway (<3 lomo ttm). But I'll need a decent one for travel and I need it to be sitting securely in my travel bag by the 26th. Plenty of time Jess, plenty of time...

Okay final whiney note... I really need to get down to exercising. My current degree of unfitness is unbelievable. WHY ARE ABS SO FRIGGING DIFFICULT TO ACHIEVE? Btw, on a completely different note, if your local cinema is showing the uncensored version of Hangover II, DON'T WATCH IT. You can if you wanna be scarred for life :)

Now moving on to tumblr...