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Thursday, 27 March 2008 @ 21:37
I am feeling very contented right now :] Like awesomeeeeeeeeee. I don't know why, its just this cryptic blissfulness blossoming in me, which is a good thing I suppose. Probably due to the fact that APRIL is coming and the grand arrival of long awaited April equals to BACK TO PUNY LIL SINGAPORE ! Totally exhilarating yo. I really really can't endure such anticipation & excitement & whatever emotions which can aptly describe my feelings right now :) By the way, have been channelling a lot of time watching ANTM (which is so awesome I simply can't stop watching) :] Season 9 is kind of cool and although I probably can find out who's the winner by just googling it, I shan't. Spoilers are never well liked. I'm satisfied with the current episodes so far cause apparently, my faves are still in so no worries bro :D Faves = Chantel (blondie !) and Heather (an absolute inspiration) and half of Lisa (cause I think she's really edgy). I have a fetish for blondes. Oh well, can't help it :]  Can you believe that she was diagnosed with mild autism when she was 13 and still has symptoms of autism now ? I mean she's just stunning in this peeekture ! Heather is such an inspiration, I swear. If I'm not mistaken, I think the illness is called Asperger's syndrome ? You know, sometimes its just so heart warming to see people overcoming their own disabilities and just embracing every opportunity thrust at them, making the best of whatever they can get. Not a lot of people have such unwavering determination, or rather confidence and courage to do so. Perhaps one of the hardest thing in life is the desire of changing something you know you never can, like something you were born with. Yet, if we all just learn to take a step backwards and be truly happy with the way we are, it is probably one of the most gratifying feeling one can ever have - to just be confident with yourself and not let anyone dull your shine. Insecurities are just merely photophobic demons which will disintegrate once you let the light into your life :) I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW :D P.s. I need to shop badly :(
Take this love, multiply it by infinity and take it to the depths of forever.
Tuesday, 25 March 2008 @ 18:17
  Coped pictures from Reggieveggie's blog :] I think these were taken during Cards session at their house. Teehee it was damn fun ! We played murderer and detective ? Total relevation of childhood, something which we all kind of repine over.    #1 Both of us are very good 'zipai' photographers :D #2 This alien (a very cute one, who prefers to remain unknown for the good of mankind) is kwelxzxzxzxz :] :] :] #3 Samuelding acts artistic I ate almost half of Wendy's blackcurrent licorice sweets today. Sorry, I really couldnt resist the temptation. Oh and my retainers are hurting me ): Btw, I have yucky timetable tmrw (not that I want to complain about the abscence of testperiods): 9-1030 Chem 1030-330 Free periods 330-5 Law and Math. Honestly, no kidding yo. Okay I'm going to bed now, but one last thing before I scram.. I MISS YOU, BFF. -  Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need is a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way.
Sunday, 23 March 2008 @ 11:58
IT'S SNOWING. Okay that wasn't any random statement. IT IS REALLY SNOWING ! Between the seasonal transition of Winter to Spring. How queer. Anyway, there was mild snow yesterday (which awfully felt like curddled rain) but the snow this morning was rather heavy I must say, judging from the pearly alabaster frost-filled view outside. Prettyyyyyyyyayeyeyeyeye. Long weekend equals to Y. Good friday + Easter Monday - Test periods = Fantastic week ahead. Went jogging on friday morning. We were lazy so we ended up swinging more than jogging hoho. Had lunch and met up with Reggie theyall and caught 10,000 BC. Awesome show. But could be better if they showed more of Mr. Spear tooth, which was so cute and fangy. Steven Strait is as swelteringly hot and pulchritudinous (new word I learnt hiak hiak) as usual. And Camilla Belle reminds me of Pocahuntas except she's prettier and her eyes are cerulean. I think I went home for dinner (okay I can't remember).  There you go, Hot guy plus Fangy sabertooth :)
Had an unfortunate morning yesterday. RAHHH IT WAS AWFUL. I can't believe I forgot my oyster for the second time. Uh the journey back home did kill a few calve muscles. Oh and I miss Lihx's house bus stop, unfortunately and however I hate to say this - again. They should honestly put lollipop mans at bus stops which are unrecognisible since they all scarily look so similar. Haha okay, maybe its just me. But thou shalt not miss thy stop ever again. Ended up at Eastcroy and missed two buses before I got on to one, sigh. Pigged out and then sixtyfourred to Eastcroy to meet Neeta and Sam. I'm lazy to blog in details so here are the significant events which followed:
Failed attempt to get into the Ice skating rink
Losage of Oyster
Commotion at Westcroystation
and.... SHOPPING :] :] :]
Okay, I splurged. But its rather harmless (smiles). Lihx and I needed catharsis. Dinner at Nando's was not bad, a little too spicy haha.
Yeah okay this is such a long entry cause I'm procastinating, again. I'm lazy to change. Can I just got to London with peejays :( ? I feel like hibernating today. Sighhhhhh. BUT ITS KARAOKE DAY :). Okay, I'm off. Ciao. In my lifetime, I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want and you can’t be scared to go out there and get it. You have to dream big, wish hard, and chase after your goals, because no one is going to do it for you.
Monday, 17 March 2008 @ 17:49
 Jogging session on Satuday was goooooooood and very productive. Jog till I have mild muscle ache. Goodness. We're going to like keep jogging and maintain fit & healthy unlike Felwjw who was absent from school today tsk. Get well soon woman ! Breakfast's not breakfast without my breakfast partner :( Woah I used the word 'breakfast' three times in one sentence haha ! By the way, Spiderwick Chronicles is a lovely enchanting show featuring many ugly toadlike goblins which Samding keep insisting that I will turn to if I continue eating chocolate eggs (sticks tongue out). It was raining cats and dogs (hot fave phrase used to describe bad weather in primary school !) after the movie so we were all soaked to the skin when we reached home. Example:    Wet or what ? WET. Anyway Look at that <- DELISCIOUS SUCCULENT SCRUMPTIOUS Mango PuddingY
I screwed law. For the millionth time. Codswallop.
Today the stars fell down from the sky
burned the city while the people cried
& the shining sun faded to a dusty gray
& all the lovers' passion went away
today the mighty ocean was tamed by a cup
& the girl who loved you endlessly
finally gave up.
Saturday, 15 March 2008 @ 09:31
 Keep your love for the world, even though it beats you down, every day.
Thursday, 13 March 2008 @ 22:26
  Hahah Web cams are such awesome homosapian creation :] Decided to make a last update before I go to bed. Anyhow, Lihxuan and I are officially crazy over ECullen but I'm a lot better cause I've got a substitute which I'm able to see almost every morning (starts simpering to self). I think the emo trend is starting again. Everyone's kinda depressed so here's to the people who are going through emotional wrecks: Stay strong. Because you know what? Tragedies happen.
What are you gonna do give up? Quit?
No, I realize now that when you heart breaks,
you've got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive.
Because you are, and that pain you feel, thats life.
The confusion and fear, thats there to remind you that
somewhere out there is something better and
that something is worth fighting for.Alright, cheer up mates ! Btw, here are some AWESOME games which you guys have to play. They used to be my favourites :] PPG Pillow FightDonut factory boy 3HalloweeeeenGo play, they make you a lot happier ! Haha alrighty, time for bed :)
@ 17:52
I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room fullof people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that.I know what it is not to feel like you’re in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know...you're with him. You're his.- P.S. I Love YouAwwwwwwww. By the way, new skin. Okay its supposed to be for my Livejournal layout but I've found out that I've developed this correlative feeling for my current URL that its so hard for me to say goodbye to it. So I shall stick to this till later :) I guess Forever is still a lie for me then. Anyhow, talking to my three best mates online today was fun filled and stress reliving. I honestly can't wait for April, I really can't.
Monday, 10 March 2008 @ 17:55
Study session with Lihxy wasssssss, a partial success :] Okay, well at least she completed her IELTS and one Math question whereas I completed 3 questions of my reading module homework. Well considering the fact that our main purpose was wholly just on seeing each other and catching up, its really rather productive I must say. Plus, I finally got to see Lihx's food galore in her room and obviously we had a great time pigging out as in, literally pigging out. Kudos to Lihxy :D Camwhoring session was fun and the whole 'getting lost' morning event was ratherrrrr, exciting HAHAHAHA. Her house is truly a maze (ing). You can laugh if you got that ;)     Okay we were supposed to go jogging in the morning but I was bleeding profusely so we're postponing exercise day to Saturday instead :] Btw, I spent 90 bucks talking on the phone yesterday. But for Lou, I think its worth it. Miss youuuuuuuuuuu ): Everyone has wishes. Some of us spends a lifetime ticking off the wishes we've made from a long ceaseless list. But I've come to learn that wishes don't necessarily have to come true; just because we want them doesn't mean that we need them to be happy.
Friday, 7 March 2008 @ 20:28
I have learned that almost all stereotypical terms have meaning as you grow. Such as, I love you but I'm not in love with you. I understand. Jumbled words start to make more sense like, as you fall I fall with you, as you breath I breath with you. I understand. Growing up could be possibly the hardest, easiest, ugliest, most beautiful thing that can happen to a person. I'm growing up.
Tuesday, 4 March 2008 @ 15:03
 HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA (faints)
Sunday, 2 March 2008 @ 14:38
 The girls at the table (toast to the birthday girl !)  Feeeeeeelicia and reggie veggie :] Okay, I am soooo not red.  Do not notice the height difference, thank you :) Happy Birthday Lixhy :) Hope you like the present and the card. Although this probably wasnt your best birthday bash everrrrrr, but at least the company was good. AND ! Youre seventeen now ! Although I am still (spiritually and mentally) older than you :] Never bend your head. Always hold it high. Don't be afraid to look the world straight in the eye.
@ 01:38
Here's to all who saw the extrememly emoy one line post yesterday: Sorry. & I'm really fine now. Haha it was just a moment of emoness, which became overwhelmingly insurmountable. Thank yall for all the phonecalls and messages :) Oh and especially Wendy for listening to me prattle on about stuff which I wasnt even sure of myself. She's really a sweetheart. Cheers :)
Malaysian Night today was, impressive I must say. Imperial is awesome. But I'll never make it there anyway ): The play was good, rather atypical storyline. I didnt see the 'brother' thing coming, honestly. Hahaha. Lixhuan's party tmrw. Finally found the perfect dress from her. Okay I'm tired. Goodnight people, sweet dreams.
Anyone can give up. It's the easiest thing in
the world to do. But to be able to
hold it together when everyone else would understand
if you fell apart; that's true strength.
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