Sometimes, life doesnt give you a choice. Sometimes, painful decisions have to be made. Sometimes, indifference hurts more than angry words. Sometimes, you have to let go in order to learn.
I am too lethargic to do anything except perch my fat heavy ass on the chair infront of the desktop and of course, writing this very random entry. Okay bottomline is - I've got nothing to do. Well not wholly ntd, actually. I've got Bio, Chem & Math Alevel paper in one week's time and I havent really commenced on any major mugging, yet. I can probably start making my room now cause it horribly resembles a pigpen. Or, I can start gathering da study materials, chunk them in da bag and 64 down to Lihx's house to watch Charmed :) -okay change of plan, she just called- We're going for lunch :3 Oh boy, come to think of it - I've actually got plenty to do !
Anyway, Lihx slept over yesterday for the weirdest reason. (Trust me when I mean weird, its out of the ordinary). She got locked out of her house ! Amazingly. So, generous me decided to provide her with warmth, shelter and food. Aww. Okay, talked a lot. Like throughout the whole night till quarter to three, till my saliva ran dry. And seriously, Lihx is like a snake. I was surprised to find myself still on the bed in the morning.
Hostess's back, this means I got to run soon. Okay, will update again if possible (Internet connection has been quite a nuiscience)
May daily horoscope screams (thanks to Reg I'm very into astrology now) :
You are very money-conscious – in a way that many of your friends envy. You are organised enough to find that money gives you stability which you crave. And it is this emotional harmony that you are seeking at home, for which money, at the moment, is one of the most important tools.
OMG. Am I THAT materialistic ?!!? Okay, I guess, maybe. Hahaha. Anyway, finally finished delgated & Eu altogether. Gotta get on with Statutory Interpretation now ): Okay, soon. And I still can't find my Biology paper RAHHHHH annoying. I bet Tabitha ate it after I started scowling at her for scratching me. Its a super deep scratch like a pen knife cut hmpf. I honestly think she needs some anger management, the 'miao' I mean. Alrighty, one episode of one piece and then off to work :3 Lunch with Lihxy later perhaps ? I bet the pig is still sleeping, sigh. Adios.
Some people never say the words 'I love you.' It's not their style to be so bold. Some people never say those words: I love you. But, like a child, they're longing to be told.
6,667,871,675 people in this world, all struggling to survive in this battle called life. How different are we in the eyes of others ? Or rather, how similar are they in our eyes. We're all different in terms of what we are and what we do hence judgments arise from these differences which in turn develope into disputes. We all notice people, like how we are attracted to a certain someone, because they are different, speical in other words or like how we wrinke our noses at people who we label as queer and adnormal. Eventually, one will come to a point in life where he realises the similitude of truth - that beyond the simple facades, we are the same and that deep down inside, we all break the same way.
It’s not always that easy to distinguish the good guys from the bad ones. Sinners can surprise you and the same is true for saints. Why do we try to define people as simply good or evil? Because no one wants to admit that compassion and cruelty can live side by side in one heart, and that anybody is capable of anything, anybody.
Follow your inner moonlight - don't hide the madness
Saturday, 10 May 2008 @ 10:26
International Evening :) More pictures Here. Just keep pressing the next button until you see me without my yellow kabaya.
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07052008
I'M OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN ! :D 171717171717171717 bwahahhaha. Thank you all for the birthday wishes and presents ! & those who really put in the effort to make this day extremely memorable. Although its a birthday celebrated without my family & friends (especailly TRC), it was still awesomelyawesometothemax and I mean Awesome :3
The day was filled with surprises. Firstly it was the present from Lihxy, Fel and Andy. THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU I LOVE IT. I have this fervent believe that Felywely has the best taste it da world (winks at huainuren). All the cards I recevied were sweet to the optimum :) And according to naughty Lihx, today is my one year old birthday -.- so she gave me a 'You're ONE' birthday card which was soooooooooooo cute & perfect except for the a year old baby part (LIHXUAN !). Hope you can feel my joy in the following peeeektures :3
Heehee, I felt like a princess with the Tiara & a sparkling badge which went 'Happy Birthday !' thanks to Neeta and her craziness :) Oh oh did you see my one-year-old birthday cake ? We ate another big strawberry one in the end which awfully tasted like Ichigo Bliss from Moss burger.
Wishes from back in Singapore put the biggest smile on my face. YOU GUYS ARE DA BEST :3
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I love you means that I accept you for the person you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you when you’re in a bad mood or when you’re too tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and don’t judge you for them, asking in return only that you don’t judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough to not let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly and hoping that you feel the same way.
This picture is the coolest, I swear. I mean what can be better (other than a cup of delux sticky chewy chocolate) than five awesomest girls standing under the glaring hot sun, savouring the best moment of their lives. Okay, maybe not the best - haha- but expedition was good :] From the left, Reggievegggie, Pyins, thegreatestcreationofmankind (urhum), Lihxy & Soo. Look at us, all ready and perked up for out expedition :)
Picture above is due to overexcitement and major adrenaline rush.
A lot more pcitures with Pyins and Lihx which I havent managed to get hold of ): I should seriously charge my camera. Its decomposing in my drawer, sigh. Expedition was exciting, from the setting up of tents, to bbqing, to trekking, AND GO APE, everything was good. Trekking was, uh, muddified and totally unglamarous but it was a great experience, plus the company was amazing :]
Have I ever mentioned that Flying Fox is my middle name ?
1000 pounds for a ride on my back, safety not ensured.
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So there you go, Dofe expedition :] Everything was close to perfect except for the absence of campfire songs ): The essence of camping was rather, empty without them. Sigh. "Camp fire's burning now, CAMP FIRE'S BURNING NOW !"
Studying session at Lihx's was (a lot more) productive (than the previous one), I swear. Its the mugging period, period. All the way people, I know you know that I know yall can make it. Cheers.
In life, we do things. Some things we wish we’d never done and some we wish we could replay a million times. But they make us who we are and, in the end, they shape and detail us. If we were to reserve them, we wouldn’t be the person we are today. So just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never second guess who you are, where you’ve been and, most importantly, where you’re going.
"I never think there's a bitch, theres a hurt soul underneath that." -Tyra Banks
She's really kind of cool. As cocky or full-of-herself she may seem, she's still awesome, a total class of her own, I guess. It's so hard to keep up with my favourite Dramas/Serials/Anime/Reality tv nowadays. No thanks to upcoming exams & considering that Law Exam is in 3 weeks time, really scares me depsite my total lack of urgency and agogness. I think I'm demented. Anyhow, studying, right now, is mah first piority followed by Edward&Robert (HAHAHAHA). Just came back not long ago from Lihxy's house. Overnight at her place was beyond awesome ! Late night talks + snacking & charmed = All time love. Okay but minusing the scary moments when that heartless woman cheated my feelings and made me scream so much (3 times to be precise) while watching charmed. GOH LIHXUAN I SHALL GET MY REVENGE SOON >:(
Slept at 330 due to some UNKNOWN REASON (coughs coughs) and woke up at fricking 820. Early to the max. Had to go for Bio field trip. It was fun, educational and all but I was sooooo tired I took like at 45 mins nap ? And literally fell into lalaland. I saw bloodworms, leaches, nymphs, hundredsofotherqueerunidentifiedorganisms, 3 small ducks & one geese :3 Was dismissed at 5 so Lihx, Sam and I headed to Nando's to get some decent food. Reg joined later :] Went to play pool, okay it was hilarious and fun filled. Went back to Lihxy's house and now here I am talking gibberish and at the same time, wondering why is my right ear blocked. It must be the side effects from Samuel's GARGATUAN earphones, sigh. HAHAHHA.
I shall blog about International Evening tmrw when I have the time. Oh and when I finish coping peeektures from people cause I was lazy to charge da camera :3 Therefore in summary, friday was FANTABULOUS. I must admit that this cannot be compared to any of the 'culture mix' or 'understanding other cultures' programmes we use to attend back then in High school. It was serious hot stuff (sizzles) :] Oh I was Malay by the way aka a Yellow Airstewardess.
IM GOING TO ZZZZZ, see ya later.
A heart is a fragile thing, That's why we protect them so vigorously, give them away so rarely and why it means so much when we do. Some hearts are more fragile than others. Purer, somehow. Like crystal, in a world of glass, even the way they shatter is beautiful.
