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A mess of a dreamer, with the nerve to adore you.

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Vindicated Was reading my post below and realised the amount ... Blinding lights How wonderful life is now you're in the world Happy 20th ! In the end you'll be alright They can never pull the trigger if you don't give ... You wait for rain There must be a heart that keeps me here She lives in a fairytale, somewhere too far for us...

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Sunday, 18 July 2010 @ 00:45

Call me crazy, but I still believe very much in untainted, unchanging, everlasting love. Despite the heartbreak and the disappointment that follows each mismatch, I've never failed to pick myself right back up to dive into yet another dream. It's just I've seen rainbows without the rain. I've felt the ground shake as I've prayed. I've witnessed light shine from darkness, so I've concluded that true love must be out there, waiting for us.

Wednesday, 7 July 2010 @ 23:53

SPAIN! VICTORY! SPAIN! VICTORY! SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN! I'm sorry Germany it seems like Paul the octi's prediction came true! Torres (sighs lovingly) <3 <3 Sunday's match is a MUST WATCH. Spain's gonna kick some Hollanders ass! Alright busy schedule ahead let me try listing it down:

Tmrw: Packing + shifting for Li
Fri: Alton Towers? (Probably will be too lazy to go but we'll see how)
Sat: Oxford
Sun: SPAIN CROWNED AS WORLD CUP 2010 CHAMPS + sister's visit
Mon: Break (Thank god)
Tues: Chester
Wed: Chester
Thurs + Fri + Sat: My packing + shifting
Sat: Europe trip packing!!
...
And Tues marks the start of backpacking! Whoop whoop.

I'm gonna go read now x

@ 23:29

Everybody always talks about how that perfect guy is the one that is right in front of your eyes, but you never notice because you are too blinded by some asshole. You know he makes you laugh, but anything that could be considered flirting, you pass of as his personality. He's like that with everybody – right? So you pass it off, and when he asks you for a hug, you give him one- and when he flirts, you laugh and ignore it. Then, something happens. Suddenly, you're having text message conversations that last for hours, and when you pass him in the hall, you notice him yearning for eye contact. Was it always like this, did you just never notice? And then he'll say something... something that makes it blandly obvious – and now you're stuck, with not idea what to do. That was him.

Tuesday, 6 July 2010 @ 17:37

I don't understand why God assigned uterus to woman and not man or rather, why can't menstrual cycle involve something less painful and inconvenient like having your nails turn black instead of bleeding from your vagina. Yes, I do not refrain from obscenities when I'm having my period and when the breaking down of my endometrium is inflicting unbearable pain that 4 tablets of paracetamol coupled with caffeine pills remain ineffective at alleviating it. UGHHHH.

So I have constructively channeled my pain into watching Gossip Girl S3 which I have finished within 2 days. Am really liking Lilly and Rufus as a couple cause they are the sanest ones among the others. Blair Waldorf remains as the favourite and wth Chuck got shot? Anyhow, can't wait for season 4 of Gossip Girl as well as season 2 of Vampire Diaries and Glee! As you can see, loads of chickflicks in a row. I promise I will return to Grey's and House when the new academic year starts to mentally prepare me for my future even though they might not be the best epitome.

I really miss my boyfriend. If he was with me right now I would be in bed eating homemade waffles instead of cold pasta. Hate hate long distance. Whoever that agrees with me please raise your champagne and lets toast. Honestly hope he'll get a good posting tmrw. Please please please do!

Here's an intriguing question: Which Gossip Girl character are you?

Monday, 5 July 2010 @ 15:10

Sunday, 4 July 2010 @ 23:07

Are the plain truths better than the best-dressed lies? Is it better to live happily in denial or to suffer with knowing the truth? I suppose there is no way to judge such paradox since those who know wants to forget and pretend they don't because the truth is too painful to bear whilst those who don't know are determined to know because well... they just can't stand not knowing at all. So in the state of the unknowing truth, we believe what we know is what we know and we stand by it. But grateful as we are celebrating the pristine happiness of our perfect lives, we are mocked for foolishly living a lie. Yet discovering the truth hurts like salt on wound - you realise that your perfect little world no longer revolves around the perfect little you and that the perfect little people around you are flawed, very flawed. So whats left? Each side fights to get to the other and in the end all we want to do is go back to where we originally came from and everything else will fall back into its eventual place... but there's one tiny problem - we can't. So while 'exits' solely form a line between truth and lie... devoid of entrances, second chances and regrets... what will it take for you to cross this line?

Saturday, 3 July 2010 @ 10:43

YOU FUCKING BASTARD. YOU'RE AN IDIOT. I WANNA SCREAM RIGHT INTO YOUR FACE RIGHT NOW, LIKE THIS INSTANCE AND TELL YOU THAT THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU SELF-CENTERED IGNORANT FUCKING HALFWIT SCOURGE OF THE SOCIETY. THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE? THINK YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT? THINK YOU'RE THE MASTER OF PEOPLE'S LIFE? YOU'RE WRONG. YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A USELESS MASOCHISTIC FOOL WHO DOESN'T KNOW THE WORD RESPECT. IF NOT FOR HER, I'LL SAY IT IN YOUR FACE YOU SOAB. JUST WAIT. HURT HER AGAIN AND I WILL KILL YOU.

Friday, 2 July 2010 @ 20:27

No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully & honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing. Being lonely, being alone, for many people, sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn't honor the person you are, is worse. Life is hard enough as it is without choosing someone difficult to share it with. You deserve to be with someone who is nice to you all the time.

You know I will always support your decision and will do anything (or not do anything) if you tell me to, be it wrong or right. But no matter what, I need you to know and believe that: You deserve better x

@ 19:30

I have to thank Lihxuan Goh my favourite for transferring all my livejournal entries to this blog (so you guys can enjoy my AWESOME 2009 entries) - I heart you muchly ma lady! Toady was spent well in reminiscence cause I'm a reflective person... not. Was reading through all those old entries and realised how much time has flown. No I mean seriously and I said that in deep reflection. Can't believe so much has happened for the past few years and I'm glad they did anyway be it good, bad, happy or sad. But I wouldn't say that I won't change a thing if I were to turn back time, who wouldn't? And I'll probably change more than one thing actually so moral of the story - don't give me a time machine. I'm dead serious (hah like that's ever gonna happen). Schizophrenia aside..

Made a blog layout today! For my entries benefactor as mentioned earlier :) Gave up making skins so long ago I didn't think I still had it. Honeslty. Hahaha but I'm certainly lacking creative juice considering how I took forever to come up with a basic layout for the picture and how I had to look through too many different skins to get inspired. But I did it AND in good time!

Eclipse tomorrow! Can't wait cause it's ECLIPSE but somehow there's this inevitable forebodingness which I'm sure everyone will feel before catching the movie now since Twilight and New Moon sucked balls.

I realise I will die without Google Chrome spell checker. My spelling sucks (yeah like the Twilight movie) xx

@ 10:43

This has to be the coolest discovery I've made THIS YEAR! Alright a part from finding out that I passed my 1st year even though that wasn't actually a discovery, it was a blessing! Anyhow getting back to the point... I didn't know Blogspot allows us to EXPORT blog entries from one blog and import them back to the other! In other words, its like we can merge all our old and abandoned obsolete blogs we had back in the... 1990's maybe(?) into a sole bloggy. How cool is that! I'm extremely thrilled. So that's what I'm doing now. Be prepared to see really old and kiddish entries and note the development of maturity in my thoughts (obviously) :) Okay Blogspot, you're officially my favourite bloghost now! xx