i've always thought i could handle such things well and that i am able to get over things so quickly that at the end of the day, i don't feel anything at all. however today, i realised i was wrong since the very beginning. i was never good at this.

i didn't expect myself to get a three. i just didn't see that coming. it was so shocking that i took around a minute to realise i've actually gotten a three. and i think i'm gonna take quite long to accept that. ohmigod i can actually picture my brother mocking at me right now, telling me how stupid i am to even dare get a B3 for chinese. i wonder how much will the truth hurts; cause imagination is really killing me right now.

anyway, i would never have pull through this day without all my friends. they are like the only reason why i didn't allow myself to accidentally fall off my class balcony. here's a big Thank you to all those who've been trying hard to cheer me up and those who've lend me their shoulders to cry on. and to those whom i've promised to stay strong, do not worry cause i'll definitely be okay by tomorrow :) haha i guess at times, things happen in our lives which tear us apart inside but we've got to learn to look past them. i'm still in the midst of mastering the art of "letting go"and honestly, it doesn't look as easy as it may seem. yeah. okay, so today hasn't really been my day. and to all those who's day was like mine: cheer up :D, tomorrow will be a better day.