A mess of a dreamer, with the nerve to adore you.

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Always, always & Forever Love Lockdown Sleepover Magic Forbidden to remember; terrified to forget You didn't lose me, I chose to walk away Omnipresent Love Your reflection I've erased, like a thousand burne... The end has only begun Hearts are Magnets I'm stretching out, but you're just out of reach

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Comeback from MIA is never a easy thing to do. Anyway, HELLO Blog world ! Its been a while since I've contributed but trust me, I've got good reasons :] Have been very occupied with Personal Statement, Open days, basically just school lately. Oh and did I mention that I'm very concerned over this 'financial crisis' thing thats going on globally ? Yes, I am. OHMAEGODDDDDDD. Its really scary. Speedo called daddy yesterday after having a long conversation with Fel on the current economy crisis. This was how the convo went (with dad), and mind you, thats the first time I've ever heard his voice since I'm back here after summer. Heartless parents, hmpf.

Me (anxious): HI DADDY !
Pops: *Groans*
Me : Are you sleeping !? OMG you're asleep like at 630 pm ?!?!
Pops: *scrambles to look for the clock* ITS TWO AM IN THE MORNING OH MY GOD !
Me: Oops. Anyway yknw yknw, about the financial thingy, are we like, yknw yknw ?
Pops: Ohhhhh. We're sound. (WE'RE SOUND ?!!??!) Don't worry. (I'M SURE) Oh and we're going to Hongkong on Sunday
Me: HK ? For what.
Pops: Buy furniture.

-.- So I rambled on about how can they, in this situation, still have the mood to buy furniture. Hahahhaha. Yeah so anyway, I still can't believe pops asked nothing, NOTHING, about my schoolwork, results, personal statement or UCAS. Nothing, nothing at all ! Period, Nada, Zit. Okay so firstly, I am very happy that they trust me so much to handle my own things/future/career/whatsoever but I could have just like yknw, fool around and apply to study fashion design, hairdressing or something else in stealth like what coolio kids do in dramas. But I won't cause imma good girl and I seriously dont think I'll have the guts to do so :}

Open day tour in London yesterday was fun :} :} :}

So we were busy pigging out whilst waiting for the UCL tour thing and for Pyins & Wendy to come back from LSE. Got loads of undergraduate prospectus including Kings, UCL, Queen Mary, St. George's and this really random uni which I can't remember. UCL tour was, so-so. Not as nice as I thought it would be but passable. Kings was a surprise, surprise ! They have the coolest Pathology museum (seriously !) and the cutest park ! Kings College of London, here I come :) Speaking of universities, I'm having a tough time picking suitable universities to put in my UCAS ): Initial choices were: Imperial, UCL, Kings & Manchester. But I realised that I'll be putitng 3 london universities which is equals to risky risky risky ): Sighhhh. I was thinking of putting Queen Mary but theres no point cuzxzxzxz its also a london U rwar. Any suggestions ? Since my parents are aint of much help, sweat.

ANTM Cycle 11 is the coolest. Transgender and Lesbian, how different is that ? Okay, I'm going to start replying emails now. School tmrw is love cause it starts at 1215 and ends brilliantly at 315. I heart Fridays <3 Oh btw, did I mention that my hostess has to help me cut by bacon today cause it was too tough ? DAMN EMBARASSING. Okay, good day mates.