A mess of a dreamer, with the nerve to adore you.

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Her Hello was end of his endings Your fate is not tied to anyone that left What you feel is what you are & what you are, is b... Forever is how long nothing will last Bestfriends? or Soulmates? It's me against myself Iamanythingbutbrave I'm deying gravity, and you can't pull me down The Butterfly Effect It's okay to be a little broken

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My current favourite quote. Omg quotable cards are so cool and inspirational I wanted to buy every single one that was on the shelf ): But I ran out of Euros and watashiwa is super broke like lemonade (fully squeezed out). Speaking of Euros, I'm back from Greece baby! With a very tan, tan. Stupid Nick and Ash say I look like a Thai prostitute wth RAH RAH POK. Just because I got:







It's damn painful!!!!!!!!!!! Okay kidding, its hanna tattoo :) So as I said I am super duper tan! Besides that, Greece was fantastic! Athens looks very kampongish but the Acropolis is simply amazing. Crete is one of the prettiest island I've seen so far (like duh, its the only Greece island we went, next stop - KOS, Kalokari or Santorini!)









Pretty pretty? Its super historical. Fel's dream finally came true! More pictures on facebook.
After Athens, flew over to Crete in 45 mintues on a terribly small plane. Omg I realise that I have a phobia for small planes. They look very unstable ): and uh wobbly like fats. Upon arrival, we were welcomed by this super hot lady from the car-rental company who's legs go on forever. Greece is teemed with hot guys and girls plus on the beach most of them are nude like OHMYDAYS nude. Kids under 18 should be banned from nude beaches! Basically, we got our 3 days rented car when we arrived at the airport and its a convertible like coolio to the max please :D





Only people like Fel does stupid poses with me!



Boohoo I lost my sunglasses ):

Btw,
Awesome things I did:

PARASAILED!

The panorama of Greece is so pretty every corner of that island takes my breath away. Especially the sea! Its the cleanest beach ever and the deltas are so wide and zoned we can technically walk about 100km into the sea without drowning. Subtle crashing waves and vividly blended blue-green waters just kept the picture spinnning better by the minute.

AND I BUNGEED :D :D :D :D



Dont ask me how does it feel to bungee. The feeling is PRICELESS and indescribible! Serious. Okay, its like committing suicide but in a more glamorous way of course :) Superduper fun! It feels as if my heart was about to leap out of my mouth. Adrenaline rushes from the head all the way to the toes while the blood flows in the opposite direction as it charges impetuosly to the head. Imma adrenaline junkie! Ohgod you guys have to try it at least once it an life time albeit the extremely unreasonably high price HMPF.

Go-carted, did this extreme water sport thingy, ate a lot of good food, shopped and LEARNT HOW TO DRIVE! It was a short session but omg I learned so much. Theres helluva things to learn and remember though. Clutch in, don't stall, slowly accelerate. I'm a hopeless driver, I hate to admit. I can't balance the accelerator properly. Fel was like 'okay maintain your speed between 10 and 30' then ZOOM I went all the way to 60 she had to handbrake the car immediately ): Lihx almost got a heart attack and Ash just gave up on me. Ohwell, I managed and survived! Oh PLUS PLUS its MANUAL okay. Not automatic! More credits to me then :3

I lovelove Greece! The day we left for Greece was fun too. Celebrated Sunny's 20th birthday in this club. Danced so much my legs gave way. Abstained from drinking completely so I was super sober while Ash and Fel conked. Wakakaka. Acutally so did a lot of people. There was a myriad of commotions and chaos but all in all, it was fun and we all, be it drunk or sober, had a wonderful time! Hope you enjoyed yourself Sunny!




Then it was all the tears and goodbyes before we flew off to Greece. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate goodbyes? I know, who doesn't? I hate it with a passion. It just reminds me of unhappy things, about things I couldn't control, about the people who left and never came back, about the last goodbyes I didnt manage to make, about, again, how people left and never came back. Sucks. Sucks like hell and burn like fire. But we move on and we survive and we become a better human for it. We always learn our lessons the hardest way, don't we? Never are there guarantees. Some things don't last forever but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there.